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Damn.

A rotting poet confined to the seas of his own anguish. Abandoned and destitute. Destiny has left him unwhole and despised. His friends are dropping like flies to the monolith of despair. Doubt fills his heavy heart of stone, and the screams of the dead haunt his very dreams.

If anyone can read that, woo.

If not - go back to sixth grade.

Damn you Josh and your ill-fated words, your unforgiving tongue to those who care about you. Those who would want you to succeed. You have driven everyone away. Now you're left with only your girlfriend who can barely take care of herself and yourself to blame for the state you've become.

"I am the decadence of your world,
I am an eider covered in oil.
Happy hunting, you double-faced carnivore."

It's usually: [link]

You'd think I would be happy this time of year, I'm not. I can't explain it, but every year my family celebrates Christmas Eve. We have a "dinner" and then open presents later on. I just get so tired of it and am tired of it that it's old. Boring. I want something new. Not the same old same old. A twist on Christmas Eve.

Yeah, so I'm updating my journal in just a towel. Woo. No I haven't done a nude photoshoot. Nor would I want to. Anyway

\\ It's been awhile people! What's up!

\\// Nothing like a good shower to help your skin peel.

// Later

Yes. It's true.

No, not really. But Hojo did come back and tried to make Omega come home. To the stars, but that's just being imaginative.

AAAANYWAY!

New song, go go read.

And... I love you all. <3